The amount of money I have wasted due to this disorder is actually baffling to me. I used to be really into makeup and I think over the years I spent thousands on it just to have to throw it out after being contaminated. I spend so much money on body wash and soap it’s not even funny. The one thing that I know is no matter what I will always be throwing shit out which sucks because I really care about the environment and I hate waste but I physically can not not throw things out. I mean I literally through out or sold every last thing in my apartment because of my OCD. I don’t know it was just something I’ve been thinking about lately because in the future I don’t know how I’m going to be able to afford this life.