I went to target today which in itself was hard but as I was there I couldn’t stop thinking about how hard it was to walk. I literally looked like a baby bird learning to walk. I don’t go very many places so I don’t get a lot of walking in but it’s so embarrassing when I do have to go somewhere because I probably look really weird to everyone else. I also have been going to the gym to try and gain strength but the only machine I can use is the sitting down bike one because your feet are locked in the peddles so there’s no chance I’ll slip or buckle my knees. I tried to use the elliptical or the treadmill but it’s literally impossible. Honestly if it didn’t suck so much it would be funny but all I can think about is how stupid I’m going to look walking down the aisle in 5 months.
Inside Contamination Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 