I bought some pens and notebooks off Amazon a couple days ago and I just got them. I did everything right, opened the packaged and dumped them on the bed without touching them. Then when I brought them to my desk there was black specs everywhere and it wasn’t ink cause it was hard. Now I can’t stop thinking that everything on my desk is dirty again and I can’t even clean a fucking notebook. It sucks how I felt so much better just a couple days ago and now I’m spiraling again.
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I hate the tormenting thoughts. I often wonder what it is like for someone that doesn’t have ocd.
I think about this all the time, it must be so peaceful for them.
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