I was thinking that for the last couple of weeks I haven’t felt the overwhelming urge to die. You’d think that’s a good thing and something must be working but it almost feels worse. At least then I was feeling something now I’m just numb. I don’t want to live but I’m also too tired to think or do something about it but at the same time I’m not happy. I feel pretty much nothing.
Inside Contamination Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 