I hate looking back at old pictures or videos because all it does is remind me of what I no longer can do and what I’ve lost. I felt like back then I could barely do anything and had to miss out on a lot of experiences because of my ocd but I definitely didn’t know how much worse it was going to get. I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to comfortably leave the house let alone my bedroom. I want to enjoy life the way others do not constantly haunted by my thoughts.
Inside Contamination Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder 